Reasons not to think at night.

I remember when we laid together just looking into each others eyes. Not saying a word but mutually feeling the electricity burning a hole in the bed between us.
I longed to pull you close, embrace.
But fearing I would change this moment, I didn't.
I refused to close my eyes in case you would disappear. This is the memory I hold on to, because eventually I did close my eyes and you were gone.

Every Second Counts.

Well, wow.
I'm not usually a fan of Danny Boyles work, and it was only by chance that I stumbled across this trailer. I only watched it as I was intrigued to see what James Franco was up to.
I got goosebumps.
This film looks EPIC! So even if you are like me and wouldn't look twice at a Danny Boyle film please give this one try as it looks like its gonna be a nail biter.

Says it all.

I listened to this song A LOT during the lead up to my recent break up. Most of the lyrics were very fitting to our relationship in general. Plus I've loved this song for ages :) Enjoy!

Retail Therapy.

On recieving my pay packet, silly titilating thoughts crossed my mind; Save your money. Bank it. You have many things to pay for.
Ridiculous to even imagine that would happen when you're being picked up from work to go shopping at Castle point.
Also when accompanied by your sisters and your mother, worst influencers possible.
Oh buy those shoes.....You have to have a matching outfit....those trousers are nice too.
Ouch, Pockets hurting!
This was the catalyst...

Damn pretty shoes, fitting good and giving good outfit ideas.
Ah well we all do it.
Everyday is a catwalk when you're this age so you might aswell embrace it.
So "Grazia" to quote Abbey. Well thanks, it's nice to feel pretty again.

Little Results Rant.

Promises, Promises.

For a whole school year I (amongst others, yes you Miranda) were promised another year at sixth form. 2 years isn't enough for some to achieve their full potential with adverse circumstances included. So when promised that you can return to do better, you would expect to hear this reiterated on results day.
Oh no no no no.
Now in fact you're not allowed. You must make other arrangements, other plans, change the path that was once infront of you that you were perhaps, oh i dont know, excited about?!
Well I have. This academic year is going to be a peculiar one including full time work and awkward meetings with teachers who barely have time for their full times students. Great.
Oh and word to the wise, no more of "You could have gone to a good university on those grades".
For the record, I KNOW!
That concludes my rant on results day, thanks for listening.

Sisters, Soulmates and Best friends

I think it is important that my first post contains the most important friends in my life. (Others may come later)
We are infact bound by blood.
They are my two elder sisters, Amy and Abbey.

Most people usually react by being baffled, irritated or even jealous of the relationship I share with these crazy kids but at the end of the day they are the people I share my greatest memories with. I trust them with all my thoughts and for this I thank my mother. She designed us to be tight knit so that when everyone else lets you down you have your sisters to count on to make you smile.

Thank you girls.