You know what's funny?

Going on facebook to see your ex wearing the top you got him.

The best and the worst of it.

I had no expectations for my birthday as I just thought it would feel like any other day. But these lovely people I call my flat mates and neighbours, whom I've not known very long, went above and beyond to make my day great.
Had a good lay in.
Had a glorious shower.
Went for lunch at spoons with Meera, Helen and Claire.
Went shopping with Claire.
Had a quick nap.
Began getting ready.
Ordered 2 XL pizzas!
Began drinking.
Drank some more.
Played drinking games.
Did  a lot of shots.
.................
Hit the town!
Danced.
Drank.
Got Very Merry.
Got chips cheese and garlic sauce (didnt end up eating it :S)
And then hit the pillow.

Then came the day after.....
Oh my head. Oh my stomach. Oh my joints. Oh my thighs!
It was hard just to summon the energy and will power to shower haha.
And then my Practical Skills workshop. Two hours long, was more like an intensive yoga class mixed with gymnastics. I had to be the one the tutor kept choosing to flip and twist haaha.
Theeeeen came a lecture straight after. I do not know how I stayed concious that long! I power walked home, laid in my bed and died! literally didnt eat until 8pm.

I dont think getting trollied whilst having a cold was the best thing to do even if it was my birthday haha.

Randoms.

Finished my chips cheese and curry sauce!
Meera classed me as a best friend so I got  VIP band!
Pat brought home some Matelots (which I had to kick out of the kitchen even though they were super fine!)
I danced my ass off with my pants on the outside.
I tried a society.
I bonded with my drama friends finally!

ANNNNND now I need bed as this is the lastest night Ive had in portsmouth!
Shocking I know but this is what's best and I love it being like this!

soooooon to show my sisters this good night out and some 'dirty dirty' pre drinks game!

much love
xoxo

Bubble. Pop. Electric.

There's a certain sense of the surreal at the moment.
I feel like I'm in a bubble. In a very literal sense. This whole university life I'm living doesn't feel real. It feels like I'm going through the motions of a previous life. New people I meet seem so familiar to me like we've previously met, when I know full well that can't be so. I ring my mum and she's so upset at the moment because she feels like she's losing everything...the dog...me....anna... But I can't feel any sympathy because I can't feel it. I'm loving my life where I am right now. No regrets and most strange is no home sickness.
I feel guilty more than anything that I dont feel homesick. Also guilty that when my mum is missing me so much all I can say on the phone is 'there there you'll be seeing me more than it seems' etc etc.

The best way I can describe the bubble feeling is The Truman Show. Watch it and that's what it is.

Uni Girl take two!

Wow Uni Life so far is pretty full on!
My Induction week is packed! We've been thrown in to devising a 15min piece, which is called the 'Pompey Project', BY FRIDAY! Ker-razzzy!
Hopefully I can upload pics from the random nights out Ive been on.
Every night has been great, minus one which I'll explain another time, so I'm sticking to the 2 nights out 1 night in rule at the mo, but just for freshers, after that it will be a case of 1 or 2 nights per week/weekend!

First Night - Move in day
Second Night - Pats Birthday
Third Night - Night in
Fourth Night - Foam Party
Fifth Night - Geek chic/Back to school
Sixth Night - Night in
Seventh Night - Night in
Eighth Night - Emmys in town - Skint Night
Nineth Night - Freshers Rave
Tenth Night - Night in
Eleventh Night - Night in

annnd that's my past, present and future for now.

All Grown Up

All moved in.
Clothes in closet.
Food in fridge.
Amazing pre drinks
was certain I wasnt going out on my first night but it just seemed to happen.
All my flat mates are fun chatty open hilarious great musical friendly etc etc
All of the above.
Now time for sleep so I can wake for a bang up breakfast with my new roomies :)



PS liquid & envy = good nightclub.
xxxx
New Girl In Town.

I am an emotional wreck.
I have been crying about/at everything.
A TV programme...a song....a photo......a thought.
I'm hoping it will stop soon.

P.S

I haven't even began packing yet and I leave on Saturday :S

Potential.

My best friend has already got me sizing up my room mates. Literally.
Buuuut they always say never get into something with a room mate cus if it goes bad it ruins everything else hehe.
We shall see... watch this space :)

Who wouldnt miss this.
This is the only life I've ever known.
But now I have to go out into the world totally alone.
I know everyone probably feels this but they seem to be keeping it in and handling it very well.

You're a bit of a dick.

This is for all the girls who has ever been used, abused or just plain f***ed over by a boy.
I say 'boy' because clearly they cannot be men yet as they do not have the maturity or even the balls to MAN UP!

Here's my hilarious inspiration.
My ex has just posted on facebook that he is in a relationship with one of his previous exes.
I dont think this poor unsuspecting girl would be best pleased that he was begging, and I mean literally BEGGING me for sex not so long ago. I ofcourse told him the truth that I cant separate my emotions from sex, that's just who I am. But he went on and on and my no's became longer and longer.
Then after finding out that not so long before that he was trying it on with one of my besties I was soooo relieved that I stood my ground and didnt give in.

So my lovelies moral of the story dont give in.
Stay strong, because at the end of the day if he screwed you once he'll screw you again.

The Great Dorset Steam Fair.

Its only my third year attending ha.
Only this time I had to work both shifts at the hotel and make the most of the time in the middle.
Which I did :) There's four things that make an amazing day like this one.
Family
Hog roast roll
Cider
and Diddy f***ing Donuts (thank you Neg)

Photographic evidence.

I'm tired, and man does it show!