Love this woman...

and therefore am channeling all my energies into being her character in New Girl,Jess Day, by the time I'm 25.

Necessities...
Long curly brown hair.
Quirky attitude.
Plays a guitar.
Is a teacher.
                                         

Finally, first day on the beach 2012 x

Cheesecake queen.

Preeeeeettttyyyyy! #WANT

If I won the lottery...

Pay off uni debts and live comfortably.
Get the week guarantee pass driving lessons.
Buy a car.
Send parents on holiday.
Send myself on holiday or a cruise...
Buy myself a new wardrobe.
Put a deposit down on a house. (rent it out until I'm ready)
Move my grandparents down here permanently.
Buy a pug.

And much much more. If only we could be so selfish.

Confusion.

Struggling to understand what to do. They say that women are the calculating sex and that we overthink things, I challenge that. Guys are getting worse.

Loving the idea of a Hermes Tattoo at the moment...

Really?

I love how often when I meet new people and they discover I have tattoos they are baffled.
'You have tattoos? Never imagined you to be the kind of person who has tattoos'.
Well it is a new world. new generation. You shouldn't get stereotyped as a pikey or goth for having a tattoo. If I was a guy I would be covered in them.
I love them sooo much.
But what I love most about mine is that they are just for me, little mementos of different moments of my life. I already have a few more lined up.

Soon, very soon. Ink me!

True though.

Peace....and quiet.

Welcome to the world.

So I have a nephew. Ethan Aaron Reynolds.
He is beautiful. I only got to hold him for 5mins yesterday but I smelt like baby for an hour afterwards.
Nothing more precious that holding a new life in your arms.

Book Club.

Begun reading the Hunger Games. Liking it already :).

Summer Needed.

Feeling silly again. 

So twisted by other peoples influences and feeling the need to please that I just end up looking foolish.

Roll on summer, feeling at the moment that I can only be around people and their bullcrap for so long.

New Tattoo?

Regrets.

Wow.
Well life is full of new experiences, some good some bad.
Some we regret, others we don't.
But at the end of the day I just keep telling myself that it is always better to regret something you have done rather than something you haven't.
However.....curiosity killed the cat.
Learnt that one now.

Fractional Release.

So I handed in the essay a day early, a-boo-yeah!
A wave of relief washed over me. Then panic that I didnt read it over and over and over.
Stupid brain.

Last 2 weeks of my 1st Year

So after this week of intensive rehearsals (10-6pm) it will be the last 2 weeks of my first year of university. As exciting as this prospect is my excitement is hindered by one thing. The final essay of the year.
If I could just get this one out the way I'd be able to enjoy my last 2 performances.

22nd Essay Hand in Date
23rd Devised Performance
24th Interdis Theatres turn
25th Musical Theatres turn
26th Summer Ball
31st Vagina Monologues Performance
1st move out of halls and go home.

So hectic and yet so thrilling..... Take the hint essay and do one! haha.

Progress Report:  21/1500 LOL!

Nuff Said

Happy Birthday Mum x

You're so gorgeous, I live to make you proud x

Presentation Bitch.

Ah presentation, so we meet again. I just thought I should tell you how much I hate you. You don't contribute to any grades and are going to be 5mins of shit I don't care about nor will I ever think about again. So why is it so hard to make you. It's not just you, it's the essay that I have to do soon too. If it wasn't for you both I would be so happy and content. The only cares I would have is remembering lines and living life. OH if only!

What does Queenie from Blackadder....

.....Margaret Thatcher.....

......and The Vagina Monologues.....

.....all have in common.....

Me.

I have 3 performances to complete before Summer and I am portraying all 3 of these in the 3 separate performances. Although all contain the theme of female power, I don't think I could be doing things of a more diverse nature. Hahah x

Latest going out outfits....

Never like to look the same twice.... Even if it's just a different hair do or a different signature piece of jewellery.

Plan for the week.

18/04 Morning Shift, Read Hedda Gabler, Evening Shift, Heroes.
19/04 Morning Shift, Read Three Sisters, Evening Shift, Heroes.
20/04 Morning Shift, Research Stanislavski and Zola, Create Essay Title, Evening Shift, Heroes.
21/04 Morning Shift, Town, Hair Cut, Make Grocery List, Evening Shift, Take away, Heroes.
22/04 Pack Bags, Drive to Pompey, Say Goodbye, Catch up with girls, Heroes.
23/04 Back to Uni, Tiger Mondays.

This made me smile for some reason...

Frumpy.

Feeling awfully frumpy atm. Must be down to the over feeding I always get when back at home.
I better shake this feeling before Sunday or I shall not be a happy Alice.

I'll be a self conscious one x

Last Day with EmmyJ before her month in Nam!

Boots were made for walking.

Went on a nice walk to Preston beach, had a cashe mini milk, sat on the pebbles and then walked all the way back home.
Was just nice to go walking in my home town with my sister on a fairly windy but sunny day.


p.s. must look absolutely stunning for Hippy Fest!

Flashbacks of cheesy songs...

That's not to say that they're not still my guilty pleasures :)

New Dress For Hippy Fest.

I'm feeling summery :)

3days Weytown! I'm coming for ya :)

Easter.

Cannot tell you how excited I am for Easter.

Ciders by the Harbourside.

Ice creams on the Beach.

Potential BBQs.

Dad's Birthday Meal.

Earning Money.

Hippy Fest.

Smiley Smiley!

Muppet.

Never put off what can be done today....
should have remembered that saying on friday when I had the opportunity to print out this pic.....

...and frame it to make a lovely mothers day present.

Bloody go in to Weytown today, found a frame but whoops didn't put this pic on my phone to bluetooth off.

dick. 

POW and it's mine...

Another barry-argin to the my collection of superb buys. Purchased this beaut from Republic £10 marked down from £35. Can I shop or what? :)

Next I want this to go down in sale please, fairy-shop-mother...

 or these ones....

BlogNation.

I love how everyone is only just discovering the wonders of blogging.
I've seen at least 3 new bloggers in the last 2 weeks...
Well us old gals are old hats at this biz!

On a lighter note I am preparing to crap my pants as my good friend Helen and I are planning on watching the Woman in Black (FINALLY) at 5.30pm.
I'm so curious to find out if what all say is true....that it should be more than a 12A.
We'll see, is there a difference between watching in the cinema or in your halls room??

Stay tuned folks.

Tonight.

Feet kill and I'm craving greasy food, must have been a good night x

Its that time...

although this specific representation makes the tea look strong  I like mine milky....practically anemic!

Happy International Women's Day

Frustrated.

So I got soooo pissed off at staring at my page of Uni work that I tidied my bedroom just so that I had
something other than that to do. I have zero motivation.
Right the bin bags need taking out now, I've gotta hoover, then go town, then gym, then make a cheesecake annnd then consider doing my Uni work for tomorrow. JOY x

Goosebumps.

I hadn't seen this official video before. They only ever show her performance at the BRITs on music channels.

But this is so hauntingly beautiful.

Need one of these soon!

Buy.Buy.Buy.

I miss my own money. Knowing that I earnt it so I can spend it. I'd love to go out shopping all the time. Go for breakfast at the local wetherspoons when I want. Have massive nights out and be proud about how much I spent.

Bloody overdraft, I hate you soo much, all you do is taunt me!

Mummys Girl.

I loooove how close I am to my mum. We can literally talk about anything with eachother, no secrets. She's knows every part of my life and can tell me more about myself that I even know.
It's hard to part naturally, what makes it worse is when she is ill and I'm deprived of even a phone call let alone being there for her.

times are tough.

Next Purchase...

On/With Everything.

Blog 301.

I'm not gonna lie.

I'm not enjoying life at all.

I've been on a massive downward spiral for the last 3weeks.

I'm getting weaker and weaker.

I'm counting on tomorrow.

Today (monday) was pointless.

No one likes Mondays anyway.

So Tuesday, I have hope for Tuesday.

Next Conquest

BitterSweet.

10.40am phone call....(phone rings)
Mum: Hey baby!
Alice: Hi Mummy
Mum: You're not out of bed yet?
Alice: No the frigging fire alarm went off at 3.30am!
Mum: Oh sorry hunny... well you're going to have to get out of bed very soon as me and your dad are just pulling up to park....we brought crumpets!

LOL love how sweet my parents are by giving me a surprise visit, god knows how much I needed it and yet I'm discovering how much harder it's getting everytime I have to say bye to them. Even knowing I'm seeing them again in 4days time.

Big Baby.

Belated Task COMPLETE!

Scored a photo with Lydia from TOWIE.

TOWIE must love portsmouth as this is like their third time here this year.

Lydia was Highlight.

Arg was Tiger.

Joey was Liquid.

flummp.

I feel like I've lost my mojo, my pazazz but most all my energy towards doing anything of beneficial need for me.
I feel a little lost and don't know what the point is in aiming towards anything as I dont feel like I'm doing anything at all.

I suppose it's just going to take some time.

Dot to Dot.

I swear I have gained 3 more freckles/moles on my chest overnight! So not attractive :(

Ow.

Love it when I get sucked in by a bit of banter with a cheeky chappy.

£4 I donated and got this keyring in return.

Was kind of painful to even hand over that much being a poor person and all so I guess that's my charity work done for the year!

Consider 21.

Seems weird to start thinking about what I wanna do for my birthday. How to include everyone. How much money to spend. Could everyone afford what I want?

HMMM. 7months 8days... forward thinking to the max.

Mine. Mine. Mine.

I will always make an exception when a stunning dress like this turns out to be 65 marked down to 10!

It's True.

When it rains, it pours.

Weymouth :)

Plan.

Bridget Jonesing Valentines this year. Bottle of Rose. Tub of Ice Cream. Pyjamas. Chaka Khan.
and if I dare.... the Notebook ha.

On High.

Yayyyyy! Keeping the 2-1 streak at Uni so far even on the assessments I felt crap on!
This day just improved from shitty to good :)

Plus Note.

↓↓↓Fail... only got to touch Freddie from Skins and see Ollie Locke↓↓↓

Must. Get. Photo. With. Famous. People. Tonight!

Arctic.

You know it's cold when the water fountain in the centre of town is frozen!!

Shouldn't be allowed a scanner.

Love it.

Big Guns.

Yes it's time to take drastic measures.
Green tea as much I hate you I need your help.
Prepare to pee.... a lot.

Just being female.

Seriously considering liposuction and a tummy tuck. Ffs. I just wanna lose weeeeeiiiigggghhhttt!

Gotye

Intriguing.

'Now you're just somebody that I used to know...'

He is a wicked mix of Newton Faulkner and Phil Collins.

Running music and Relaxing music....sweeeet.

Success.

Although the first night out was a bit slow at the Union it was probably for the best taking into consideration Carnage was the night after.
Miranda loved it and got on really well with my flat mates and future housemates.
We actually made it through 3 clubs.
Stayed awake till half 4. Wasn't sick even though the motto was 'On it till we vomit' haha. gross.
Made it to my lectures also and in a good state!!
Chocolate pot as always is my life saver.
Now time for a very well deserved nap!!!

CARRRRNNNAAAGGGEEE

Randas Coming to Pompey.

Miranda has already been for a weekend in Bristol with our friend Tom and they had a mental and messy time, I feel like I have to live up to the standard.
However we have some other factors to take in.... like the main event CARNAGE is on sunday night....the night before I start lectures!
So I'm gonna end up leaving Randa in bed whilst I drag myself to Uni....Luckily only for 3 hrs! ha.
I'm nervous haha.
I know I shouldn't be but I want her to have a great time!

Difficulties.

The more I hear about back home and my family etc ( I wont get into it properly) the more I have to consider if being here in Portsmouth (as my as I utterly adore and love it) is the right place to be.
I hate being another drain, but do I wanna be a drop out instead?
Hardest question ever.

New Loves

My New Scent.

My New Sports Bra...Off Drop the Pounds.

My Owl Love Transcending into Jewellery.

Topshop Voucher?

Book Club.

Finished reading this book within a week and a half.
Now in firm belief that I need to always have a non-uni book to melt into to unwind.
Wintergirls is a powerful story. I found the strikethrough pretty annoying after a while but it was saved by the protagonists desperate attempts on her life.
Although I can't really relate, as I can't starve myself or calorie count that well, believe me I've tried. I've also never self harmed or had a friendship so turbulent that one commits suicide.
Still one to read.

Next, The Hobbit x

CopyCat.

Love it when you see someone on tv wearing something that you have possessed for over 6months.
Well we dont all have the money to go to Morocco now do we Skins cast!