Just being female.

Seriously considering liposuction and a tummy tuck. Ffs. I just wanna lose weeeeeiiiigggghhhttt!

Gotye

Intriguing.

'Now you're just somebody that I used to know...'

He is a wicked mix of Newton Faulkner and Phil Collins.

Running music and Relaxing music....sweeeet.

Success.

Although the first night out was a bit slow at the Union it was probably for the best taking into consideration Carnage was the night after.
Miranda loved it and got on really well with my flat mates and future housemates.
We actually made it through 3 clubs.
Stayed awake till half 4. Wasn't sick even though the motto was 'On it till we vomit' haha. gross.
Made it to my lectures also and in a good state!!
Chocolate pot as always is my life saver.
Now time for a very well deserved nap!!!

CARRRRNNNAAAGGGEEE

Randas Coming to Pompey.

Miranda has already been for a weekend in Bristol with our friend Tom and they had a mental and messy time, I feel like I have to live up to the standard.
However we have some other factors to take in.... like the main event CARNAGE is on sunday night....the night before I start lectures!
So I'm gonna end up leaving Randa in bed whilst I drag myself to Uni....Luckily only for 3 hrs! ha.
I'm nervous haha.
I know I shouldn't be but I want her to have a great time!

Difficulties.

The more I hear about back home and my family etc ( I wont get into it properly) the more I have to consider if being here in Portsmouth (as my as I utterly adore and love it) is the right place to be.
I hate being another drain, but do I wanna be a drop out instead?
Hardest question ever.

New Loves

My New Scent.

My New Sports Bra...Off Drop the Pounds.

My Owl Love Transcending into Jewellery.

Topshop Voucher?

Book Club.

Finished reading this book within a week and a half.
Now in firm belief that I need to always have a non-uni book to melt into to unwind.
Wintergirls is a powerful story. I found the strikethrough pretty annoying after a while but it was saved by the protagonists desperate attempts on her life.
Although I can't really relate, as I can't starve myself or calorie count that well, believe me I've tried. I've also never self harmed or had a friendship so turbulent that one commits suicide.
Still one to read.

Next, The Hobbit x

CopyCat.

Love it when you see someone on tv wearing something that you have possessed for over 6months.
Well we dont all have the money to go to Morocco now do we Skins cast!

First Pompey Night Out of 2012

This meant I could show off my housemates  :)

Footnote....

Centurion is an evil, evil game. Thats is all.

Off to Kent we go!

Things to do before I'm 35.

• Go to Venice again
• Go to Paris/ Disneyland Paris again
• Have atleast 2 kids 
• Married a decent Man
• Have a career I am proud of
• Have a house and mortgage
• Taken Mum and Dad on Holiday
• Volunteered in a Country of need.
• Done something daring i.e Bungee Jump or Sky diving

That's all I can think of for now.

Mug Shot.

I always wonder if what we look like in pictures is how we translate in reality. Like do I look like this whilst sat quietly listening to people, or reading a book, or on the phone. Do we see things differently to others, is it the lighting, or is this just a moment captured that will never happen again?

'Curiouser and Curiouser!' Cried Alice.

x

My Owls.

It's an ever growing family as I have two more of these beauties on the way.

Lovehearts Consumption.

Hitting Home.

On a successful blog stalk I found this.....

"The problem is, if I think you’re about to hurt me, I won’t just pull away, I’ll disappear. No questions, no confrontation, no explanation, not a peep. I’ll just disappear. And you’ll be left wondering what the hell happened, where did you — where did we — when did everything go so wrong."

I found it to be soooo relatable I had to share it with you tooo.

Mmmmm BAD for you.

Made the most awesome cornflake cake yesterday, but it's over at meeras.....it's calling my name.

On the plus note....Vodka Republic is on Thursday and we have free entry, and the girls will have finished their exams.....madness!! Centurion challenge accepted, my guess is I'll make it to 25 ;)

Bad Apple.

Forbidden Fruit is a dud. I will treasure the people who deserve it and who deserve my appreciation long term!.

A while ago....

Slowly realising that this creates no inspiration for me to get this thin again as I have just been persuaded to eat my body weight in cheesy chips. So much for my hard work at the gym this week....fml.

Act your Age.

Feeling my age again.
Everytime I say I'm 20, it stuns me a little.
More house hunting today. Why does this feel so premature when so many before have done this.
This time next year I'll probably be looking for my second house.... that is if we want to move out of whatever house we decide on.
The decision is going to be made tomorrow after our second viewing of our favourite houses.

eurgh once again I protest against the neccessity to grow up.

Timetable

Monday Bought Membership
Tuesday Had Induction
Wednesday Just Aerobics
Thursday Arms Legs Bums Tums
Friday Zumba
Saturday REST
Sunday Body Attack
Monday Abs Blast
Tuesday REST
Wednesday Step N Tone
Thursday Hot Cycling
Friday Arms Legs Bums Tums

And then in Kent for the weekend....it's a hard life ;)

Fit.

Went to my first gym class (just aerobics) with my new membership.
I am sooooo unfit.
I went as red as a tomato all over.
I think the fitness instructor kept looking over to make sure I hadn't passed out!
Runs in the family to go so red but boy it can be embarrassing.

Hey ho the price we pay for getting fit.
Next stop tomorrow is Arms Legs Bums and Tums :)

The only way is up.

Handed in both essays.
Milestones 1000words I'm feeling ok about.
Review 500words was a load of twoddle! Seriously the worst thing I've ever written. Not happy.
But atleast I handed something in, hopefully the tutors can appreciate that.

Anywayssss thats done and dusted, I have the next 3 weeks to focus on just me :)
Joined the Gym yesterday, had my induction today.
Have 3 house viewings today and a birthday to attend. Gin and Slim only 53 calories.
Things are on the up and up :)

Finishhhheddd!

966/1000words Good enough for me!!!!

Next up 500 word review.....but that can wait for tomorrow evening.

Zzzzz time :) xxx

Progress.

Omg really, I've been typing like a mudderfocker and I'm still only at 792/1000.
I don't even care if I'm 10% under because that is acceptable but atm I feel like I'm bloody clutching at straws and relying heavily on quotes!

Bloody 3.59am!!1

Procrastinating Geek.

For all the smokes and mirrors bloggers, here I am, no make up, crazy hair, reading glasses, avoiding finishing this essay as I still have over half to do. Yes I'm a tad lame but I'm left to my own devices with whatever crap it is they're playing on Radio 1 at this ungodly hour!

Smoke and Mirrors.

Interesting to see the people behind the blogs full of pretty pictures and models. :)

Feeling Inky.

Stage two complete.



Progress Report

352/1000words

it's a little better, I'm a plodder, but I'm sure I'll get there before Monday x

Stage Two Booked in.

Soon my pretty.

3-5days I shall have my own version of this lace peter pan collar.

To be worn with everything of course.

Lost and Found.

Love discovering NYE photos on my phone.

Simple things.

Mum buys me a shower cap and I smile from ear to ear for the next hour. I'm so easy to please!

Started?

I've begun an essay! Woooooah. Careful now.
I've literally had no chance to do my essays this crimbo at all due to all the work at the hotel I've been doing.
Now that I have chance to write, I have writers block. I've built up such a wall against these essays due to the fact that one of them has such a broad topic that is so based upon my opinion, which I might mention is not to be seen in these essays, it's just not structured.

So my fellow bloggers I'll bid you adieu for now.

Progress: Essay One: 30/1000
               Essay Two: 0/500

Got a lot of love for Owls.

Spot the Difference.

I am a woman on a mission.

New Year, New Me. Cliche....get over it.

4 tasks to complete to be on the road to my own personal warped happiness.

Stage One initiated.

Change is coming.....

Star Quality.

Happy New Year.