On/With Everything.

Blog 301.

I'm not gonna lie.

I'm not enjoying life at all.

I've been on a massive downward spiral for the last 3weeks.

I'm getting weaker and weaker.

I'm counting on tomorrow.

Today (monday) was pointless.

No one likes Mondays anyway.

So Tuesday, I have hope for Tuesday.

Next Conquest

BitterSweet.

10.40am phone call....(phone rings)
Mum: Hey baby!
Alice: Hi Mummy
Mum: You're not out of bed yet?
Alice: No the frigging fire alarm went off at 3.30am!
Mum: Oh sorry hunny... well you're going to have to get out of bed very soon as me and your dad are just pulling up to park....we brought crumpets!

LOL love how sweet my parents are by giving me a surprise visit, god knows how much I needed it and yet I'm discovering how much harder it's getting everytime I have to say bye to them. Even knowing I'm seeing them again in 4days time.

Big Baby.

Belated Task COMPLETE!

Scored a photo with Lydia from TOWIE.

TOWIE must love portsmouth as this is like their third time here this year.

Lydia was Highlight.

Arg was Tiger.

Joey was Liquid.

flummp.

I feel like I've lost my mojo, my pazazz but most all my energy towards doing anything of beneficial need for me.
I feel a little lost and don't know what the point is in aiming towards anything as I dont feel like I'm doing anything at all.

I suppose it's just going to take some time.

Dot to Dot.

I swear I have gained 3 more freckles/moles on my chest overnight! So not attractive :(

Ow.

Love it when I get sucked in by a bit of banter with a cheeky chappy.

£4 I donated and got this keyring in return.

Was kind of painful to even hand over that much being a poor person and all so I guess that's my charity work done for the year!

Consider 21.

Seems weird to start thinking about what I wanna do for my birthday. How to include everyone. How much money to spend. Could everyone afford what I want?

HMMM. 7months 8days... forward thinking to the max.

Mine. Mine. Mine.

I will always make an exception when a stunning dress like this turns out to be 65 marked down to 10!

It's True.

When it rains, it pours.

Weymouth :)

Plan.

Bridget Jonesing Valentines this year. Bottle of Rose. Tub of Ice Cream. Pyjamas. Chaka Khan.
and if I dare.... the Notebook ha.

On High.

Yayyyyy! Keeping the 2-1 streak at Uni so far even on the assessments I felt crap on!
This day just improved from shitty to good :)

Plus Note.

↓↓↓Fail... only got to touch Freddie from Skins and see Ollie Locke↓↓↓

Must. Get. Photo. With. Famous. People. Tonight!

Arctic.

You know it's cold when the water fountain in the centre of town is frozen!!

Shouldn't be allowed a scanner.

Love it.

Big Guns.

Yes it's time to take drastic measures.
Green tea as much I hate you I need your help.
Prepare to pee.... a lot.