Bum Note.

Getting a little tired of trying to break into the drama pack now.
I think because it was so easy with my flat mates and neighbours that it just makes it seem harder to find something in common with my course mates and actually develop a relationship with them.
It might only take one night like a drama social but until then it is my only frustration here.

Pre-Halloween Warm Up.

Today myself and the girls from flat 6-10 went shopping :)
We found ourselves on the highstreet and most importantly Poundland buying decorations for their flat. We eventually ventured to Tesco where Helen and I purchased pumpkins.
Bear in mind that I haven't carved a pumpkin in yearssss. As much effort it took, it was a great joy to look at my work of art once complete. I modeled it on the main guy from Nightmare Before Christmas hehe.
So whilst Helen and I were creating our masterpieces, Meera put up the decorations. Also George and Nat had began the Roast Dinner which I was so kindly welcomed to. Such lovely neighbours!
It also geared me up even more for tomorrow nights festivities aaaaaaah I feel like a child haha.

Oh here's my fab pumpkin btw.....

As opposed to.................

hahaaha. Was a pretty good try I thought.

Spooky.

Halloween is near and I'm so looking forward to it.
Just to dress up, over the top and enjoy being a fool!

Gutted my window doesn't lead out to the other side of the building as Gunwharf had a huge firework display this evening.
This is Halloween, everybody wanna scream!

Yes + Yum x

Adam Levine.....mmmmm yess, yes and always yes in this video.

Lost in Translation.

Concerned is a word I may use.
I think I've lost my ability to flirt with guys I'm actually attracted to.
I could kick myself for not chatting more to the second year I met on the first night....


'Always regret something you have done, rather than something you haven't'


Words to live by.

Oooo New.

Plus +

I had never used it before coming to Uni but my Mum bought me a large can before I left.
It has been a saviour!!!
Since getting my hair shorter I fiddle with it a lot more, then I get a knock on the door saying 'We're going out!' Diaster! Normally would require excessive shampooing but not anymore!

Dry shampoo you are pure genius!!!

Right Now.

I say 'Right Now' as I hope it is for right now.
I am having serious issues with my body.
I just feel bloated and huge and like none of my clothes look nice because I'm bursting out of them.
I feel like since I've been more focused on this, eating more healthily and exercising, I appear to be putting on more weight. Like WTF. How does that even happen?!
How ever it happens it's getting me down. And I'm not just being over dramatic. Being at Uni you have a lot of time to yourself, which usually I love but not of late. It gives me more seconds, minutes and hours to walk past my half length mirror in disgust.
To top it all off, my parents are picking me up and taking me to my Aunt and Uncles in Kent.
I'm not saying they are judgmental they are just very blunt, I guess that's where I get it from haha. Sooooo me turning up with a huge muffin top and double chin isn't something I relish.
(FYI I'm not even joking about the double chin, I keep doing this silly thing when I sit back and duck my head which develops a double chin and I dont even realise when I'm doing it)
I'm going to be very conscious and aware of every angle whilst wearing baggy clothes to hide my shame!

Confidence is key! Hopefully they won't even notice, but I'm sure they will fill me in if they do!
Gotta love relatives!

Quick Note.

Saying LAD! or referring to yourself as a Lad! Pretty much lets everyone know that you're a wannabe prick.
Hmmmm-kay :)

Lovely.

What a lovely evening.
Went to Nando's with the girls, got a student discount...erm yes!
Grabbed some wine and cheesecake from tescos and gorged on that in slumber party style back at Meera and Helens flat, whilst watching Angus, Thong and Perfect Snogging hahhaah. + Face masks.

Also had a good chat/vent about the kitchen situation... It was disgusting.
So Claire and I felt so pro-active that we came back to our flat, wrote down the new Kitchen Rules and began cleaning, sweeping and washing up in the kitchen so that it was spotless and the lads had no excuse not to keep it that clean!
And then congratulated ourselves with a well earned cuppa haha.
Lets see how long the lads keep this up.

Cheeky.

Having a cheeky treat with the girls tonight....

Yuuuuuuum!

Snap.

Finally got my webcam to work :)

So this week just gone has been a massive rollercoaster.
First of all my laptop was taking a hissy fit.
Secondly my belly bar was so unbelievably painful that I took it out and couldnt get it back in again (£30 down the drain).
Thirdly my grandad got sent into hospital but we wont know for sure what's going on until tomorrow!
Fourthly is something I cant talk about but is really winding me up!
Fifthly my uni bag broke!
Sixthly Zit alert!
Seventhly my body keeps giving me mixed signals
Eighthly massive hangover!
Ninethly shopping bill
Tenthly I'm visiting family this weekend and I dont want them to think that Uni has put weight on me, but ffs this damn weight doesnt wanna shift!
A lot of exercising to be done!

Honestly.

Who can honestly say they dont miss their mum when away for excessive periods of time.

Reveal

Before....

ANNNND After!!!!

Home is where the heart is.

I do love Weymouth. No doubt about that.
I'm back in Weytown for a few days, was great fun surprising my unsuspecting loved ones.
I am a crafty lass hehehe.
Also, I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow!!!
So watch this space to see my transformation......

Errrry Boday in the club gettin' Tipsy!

So I'm blogging tipsy, haha.
Typing is a tad funny, just had some chips cheese and curry sauce at meera and helens!
met some gloriously gorgeous irish blokes in the lift but they got off at the wrong floor.
I made sure that Pog my thoin was pronounced correctly in gaelic haha.
right i'm sleepy and have a big day tomorrow/ or today rather.

NIGGGGHT
gotta get my sleep onnnnn!

Owl.

I'm so crap with sleep at the moment.
Which is stupid because it's more vital for me than anyone else.
The pattern is non existent now. I work to late so then my brain is stimulated. Plus, some inconsiderate idiots forget that the walls in halls are paper thin so running around screaming outside my flat, all hours of the night = a frigging grouchy Alice.

i.e me very soon if I dont get some regulation.

Beginning to love my pinboard

It must be love.

I love love love my new perfume, courtesy of my sister.

I feel pretty when I wear it :)

Tips?

Under Pressure.

Tumblr lost a favourite blogger of mine today :(
It appears she felt she could no longer put her day to day feelings online as, by the sounds of things, people were taking too much concern and making her feel shit about it.
Ridiculous.
Of course there were blogs where I was concerned for her but I can appreciate that when signing up to these sites you take a lot on the chin as it just feels great to get things off your chest and type out your frustrations and feelings.

If you read this you know you shouldnt feel like shit because others take things far to serious!
You need a place to vent just as much as any of us who choose to blog.
Plus I'll miss not reading your blog.

This is exactly what I want when I grow up and get my own place and am settled in a job.

The black one will be male and I'd call him Blu and the biscuit one will be female and I'd call here Lola :)

I miss my swatch.

Stand in, for now x

what to do, what to do...

Soooo right now I'm sat at this computer with 2 tabs open. This one. And one with a national express coach ride to home for 2days :/
decisions decisions.
should I do it or suck it up and just wait to go to kent with my parents...

Is this me?

There are studies that suggest that many who go into the performing arts suffer from an external locus of identity.
It means that you value yourself only as others value you, which is often the result of unmatched childhood emotional needs. 

Pretty Please!

I want this hair soooo bad it's untrue.

Seriously craving it. I had my hair chopped before I came to uni but it wasnt as short as I wanted.

If I can post on here my hair looking like this by an achievable date say..... new year then I will be the happiest bunny there ever was!

Goals.

I must lose my pudgy tummy.

I must keep room tidy.

I must keep on top of uni work.

I must clear my skin.

And I must, must get rid of this damnable freshers flu!

Photo Catch Up

Leaving Drinks

Foam Party

Back to School

 Emmys Visit

Pants Party VIPs

Birthday lunch

Sisters in Town

Re-kindling my starbucks love!