I say 'Right Now' as I hope it is for right now.
I am having serious issues with my body.
I just feel bloated and huge and like none of my clothes look nice because I'm bursting out of them.
I feel like since I've been more focused on this, eating more healthily and exercising, I appear to be putting on more weight. Like WTF. How does that even happen?!
How ever it happens it's getting me down. And I'm not just being over dramatic. Being at Uni you have a lot of time to yourself, which usually I love but not of late. It gives me more seconds, minutes and hours to walk past my half length mirror in disgust.
To top it all off, my parents are picking me up and taking me to my Aunt and Uncles in Kent.
I'm not saying they are judgmental they are just very blunt, I guess that's where I get it from haha. Sooooo me turning up with a huge muffin top and double chin isn't something I relish.
(FYI I'm not even joking about the double chin, I keep doing this silly thing when I sit back and duck my head which develops a double chin and I dont even realise when I'm doing it)
I'm going to be very conscious and aware of every angle whilst wearing baggy clothes to hide my shame!
Confidence is key! Hopefully they won't even notice, but I'm sure they will fill me in if they do!
Gotta love relatives!