My Chronic Fatigue is beginning to take over my life again.
I keep sitting down on my bed and the next thing I know I'm waking up 2-3hrs later.
Missed a few seminars because of this and the Uni is already concerned. Whoops.
It's uncontrollable.
I have a meeting with a disability officer soon so hopefully I can sort it out, if not I'm screwed.
I also keep missing, phonecalls, texts, visits.
Or if I know that I need a nap I'll go home and make up some lame excuse to my drama mates.
So perhaps its my fault I'm not that close with them. I never go to lunch with them between lectures so I miss out on the 'bonding' so to speak.
Well perhaps I'll just have to pop pro plus for now until there's some form of regularity and pattern to follow so my illness can pace itself.
It's a vicious cycle.
One that needs to be broken if I'm to have any chance of surviving here and staying at Uni.
'Sorry for myself' rant over.