Thursday, 24 November 2011

Respect.

I'm at a bit of a loss atm.
This project as fun as it is is draining the life out of me. I'm not sleeping properly at night due to the fact that when I come in from the everyday 9-5 of this project I just crash on my bed uncontrollably. So when I do try to sleep at night and the fire alarm goes off and there are idiots in the lifts that are preventing me from getting me back to bed, I will get wound up and not get back to sleep till gone 5am. No respect.

So moving on. The lads. In the beginning I believed I was so lucky to have two fun and easy going lads. But it's got to the stage now where I'm starting to loose respect for them as they blantantly have no respect for me at all.
I have been informing them for a little while that I had a tutor led project coming up that was only 2weeks but it was gonna be really full on so I was gonna be tired etc (hint hint). And yet today I come home to blaring/banging music. It was relentless..... I tried to sleep away the noise which worked for a little while but I awoke with a headache. The music continued shaking my room and I heard  them shout to each other..'Is alice in?...I dunno I havent seen her!' Come and find out for yourself!!! Or even a text would be nice. I get sick of having to ask for the music to be turned down but obv they had completely forgotten what I had said about being tired and needing rest to do well in the project. So once the music subsided and it sounded quiet enough for me to leave my room I went to the kitchen to make dinner. Curiously I opened the fridge to see if the lads had brought milk like me and Claire had asked, as we had brought plenty of milk recently and they drank it without even thinking of thanking us. Yes there was plenty of milk in the fridge....with their names written on it.
Once again another example of the lads eavesdropping on our conversations and instead of being men and coming to us face to face they went behind our backs to be snide.

I had to vent sorry....